first day job on 2010

PERHAPS, this year of 2010 begin with full of gratitude to Allah SWT. Inspired by the 'aura' given by surrounding whispered to say.."Carrying on my dear"...Enthusiasm to strive for excellent...hopely. My report for previous year...yes, one achievement at the national level. Other,Excellent Service Award 2008 received on July 2009.

My work time table more than last year given that I think a huge obstacles for other ideas to realized..gush... not equally with the obligations asked. This what happened at previous work place, when I'm excel at the current work place..they were complaints"Why this fellow not doing that here before?". The key point here is TIME. I don't have time to contribute my ideas.

Yes, I have anonymous ideas that now I believed all can be realized just when I'm being a leader..bosslah..hahaha... or if I have a leader that he or she is idealism. My characteristic nowadays is idealistic because the lack of TIME and POWER. Others are TRUST and FAITH. I know that I'm a person that easy to misunderstood because what I heard from other person that me not a person that likely doing something conventionally(?).

What so ever, I believed that's my destiny and I'm not loosing. Hopely when I transferred to other school(maybelah), I do not heard the same stated.."Why this fellow not doing like that before?"

Lastly, my mind says "When I'm being a billionaire?" Yes.."Why not?"... PERHAPS, one day...

Kerja

This week we start working and feel so anxious. Perhaps holiday continued for longer celebration events. I do not know what I really need to feel because in some reasons the holidays seem not every time joys and celebrates.

I'm entered office yesterday morning and some how feel little bits life and fulfill the day. Maybe, I'm not active or social person that required alots of communications among others.

Yes, in which day we will feel we do not know what we want to do? Right? I called it as Unknown Day just waiting and waiting. Not waiting for the death but waiting for unknown clues or purposes, just sit there quietly and then sleep calmly like a monster, snoaring and make us fat like a pig(?) uh! sorry for that.

What we wish to do and have? Hobby? It's just a way but we need so many alternatives to do when we are seem loosing our way with nothing to do. My suggestion is to plan what we need to do even for unknown day need to be scheduled. I will try this week and I will tell you next week what happened or result would be.

Adios my friend. Happy Unknown Days and Salam Hari raya...:)